Nicquee's Nook – Page 413

lately

i’ve been less productive lately, specifically since last week, after trying to finish my hot fix backlog. i was able to finish more than half of it but i still have a backlog until now. and guess what, it’s growing again…

i feel so tired.. i feel like my body’s too exhausted already for work..

this is what i’ve been realizing lately. after working at an early age (i was a working student, sort of) it appears to me that my body is already begging for more rest. i must admit i was kinda abusive with my body. i don’t get enough sleep anymore. how could i? i work in a place that is too far from my home. (okei, let’s not dig in too much on this topic. i know this is pretty arguable.) my work, most of the time demands extra hours aside from the normal eight hours. at times, i choose to attend extra co-curricular activities which serve as my recreation. so i always end up going home late. if ever that i get home early, i always find a reason to stay awake till late nights…

see, maybe it’s really time for me to get some good rest. probably a nice but not expensive 1 week vacation… maybe it’s already time for me to spend more time with my bed than with my pc and my cube. maybe, after having good time away from work, i’ll be back to my old self at work. the one who’s always energy high when it comes to work. maybe…

love struck

You and Me

Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can’t keep up and I can’t back down

I’ve been losing so much time

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it’s you and me and all of the people

And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right

I’m tripping on words

You’ve got my head spinning

I don’t know where to go from here

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it’s you and me and all of the people

And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

There’s something about you now

I can’t quite figure out

Everything she does is beautiful

Everything she does is right

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it’s you and me and all of the people

And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it’s you and me and all of the people

And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?

And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

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im love struck! i first heard this song last sunday, after so many weeks of not watching television… it was sam milby who sang it.. kudos to him for singing the piece nicely…

anyways, going back to the song, when i heard it, i said it’s such a nice song.. and guess what, it was him whom im thinking of… it was my bebe who’s on mind while listening to the song… and now, im in a bliss after stumbling to a copy of this song in my hard disk! so love struck to the point that i felt like slow dancing to it… im sooooo into this song…

because i trust him

i’ve been wanting to post these pics. these were taken when we had an overnight in zambales. we had to go there to bring his lola home.. it was a great weekend and it was a pleasure to know his aunts and uncles, cousins and other relatives.. we went to the beach… ate halo-halo, mangoes with bagoong and other stufs that you cant usually eat here in the city… i really enjoyed it… it was tiring but everything’s worth it! in fact, his lolo and lola loves me.. hhahahha! i miss inay!

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i know these pictures are not enough… but i do trust him, even if everyone tells me that there’s no point of him seeing his ex-girlfriend… honestly, i thought i was just too kind… or that i didn’t care at all… but i do care.. in fact, after saying yes to him, i thought again… but what i said is final… i’ll stand by it…

now, the date was over.. i must admit, i was thinking about it while working.. i was thinking about different stuffs:

what are they doing?
where did they have dinner?
what are they talking about? were they talking about them?
who paid for the dinner?
what was the gift she intend to give him etc.

yeah… im crazy! you may say, payag payag ka tapos ganyan ka?! you can’t blame me… but like i said, i trust him.. i managed to divert my attention to other stuffs. i was able to battle my wicked brain and tell to myself, he’s not going to do anything that will ruin the relationship. and guess what, i think my instinct was right…