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it’s been a while

i’m back!!! oh well, i dont have so much to say! i’ve been married for almost two weeks already and is currently living with my in-laws.

no big difference as of the moment. i just miss my mom and my siblings from time to time. i still get teary whenever i vist them and have to leave afterwards. hehehheh (still neeed to get used to it!)

so how’s my married life? things are great. it seemed to us (hubby and me) that nothing really happened except when we start reminiscing all our wedding preps and the whole August 19, 2006! memories start to become vivid!

to let you know what happend, check out the following:

Thanks to my officemates: Pao, Jilly, Bimbo and Guids for these wonderful pictures!

Yahoo Photos

Other Photos

mood swings – version 2?

This is the day when my mood changes in a snap. (of course that was exaggerated!)

Morning

I was pissed. I was pissed because of a lot of things. Then I decided to get over it. I realized it won’t do me well if I continue to be pissed. Besides, there’s a long day ahead of me.

Lunch

I laughed and laughed and laughed. I had a good lunch. I was happy, not until I received a phone call from my hubby.

After lunch

Kelangan i-cast ng right foot nia. I am worried. Putting a cast on someone’s foot or any part of their body (where there is bone) means something serious. I feel sad. Wawa naman baby ko, di maxado makalad and nasasaktan.

I am not sure how should I call that other mood I have. I still feel it until now. I guess I am irritated. I hate the fact that due to his fracture, a lot of planned things for the weekend will be cancelled, and we can’t do anything about it. I guess it just sucks. I know he feels bad too. I know he didn’t want the accident to happen. I know he want his foot to heal now so we can go on with our plans. I don’t want to say I am irritated because I don’t want to sound like a brat. Of course I understand the situation. But I guess nobody can blame me. It’s too hard to adjust when you’ve expected a lot and you knew things would be great…

But that’s life…. Always full of surprises. Satisfying and dissatisfying.

another pop up of my mind

This has been something I’ve been wanting to write about since last weekend. However, I don’t have the resources and I’m quite lazy. Anyways…

In the recent Cosmopolitan Philippines issue, I’ve read this article about Bianca Gonzalez.
It’s been a while that I’ve had my own copy of Cosmo that’s why when I saw the latest issue, I tried my best to skim through it while waiting for my mom (she was having her haircut).

The article goes something like this.

Bianca G, despite being beautiful and brainy all in one package still feels insecure towards the ex-girlfriend of her current boyfriend, direk Lino. She felt that direk might leave her if exie comes back to ph.

[Just check the May 2006 issue of Cosmo for details]

I got somewhat attached with the artik cause at one point in my life, I felt totally the same! Not that my bf then would leave me for another girl. I just felt insecure about things and I started to become pessimistic.

I talked to my gal best friend about this. And it shocked her that I still have insecurities. She told me something like “akala ko noon ako lang may insecurities sa’tin [barkada]. I didn’t know you still feel insecure about things.” She thought I had everything and therefore, I don’t have a single trace of insecurity.

After not talking with my guy best friend for months, we finally got time to hang around. Since it has been months, I had a lot to share. And to my surprise, he thought of the same thing as my gal best friend, that I don’t have a single trace of insecurity in my body!

Now, this is my point. I think, even the most multi-talented, over-achieved, most praised, all in one package person in the world still experiences insecurity, one way, or another. But having insecurity is not bad for me. To me, it’s natural, especially if there are many factors that contribute to a person’s insecurity. I think it’s in the way a person handles it. As for me, I just cried for some time, accepted the fact that it is like it, believed in myself and believed that people love me for what I am.