mood swings – version 2?

This is the day when my mood changes in a snap. (of course that was exaggerated!)

Morning

I was pissed. I was pissed because of a lot of things. Then I decided to get over it. I realized it won’t do me well if I continue to be pissed. Besides, there’s a long day ahead of me.

Lunch

I laughed and laughed and laughed. I had a good lunch. I was happy, not until I received a phone call from my hubby.

After lunch

Kelangan i-cast ng right foot nia. I am worried. Putting a cast on someone’s foot or any part of their body (where there is bone) means something serious. I feel sad. Wawa naman baby ko, di maxado makalad and nasasaktan.

I am not sure how should I call that other mood I have. I still feel it until now. I guess I am irritated. I hate the fact that due to his fracture, a lot of planned things for the weekend will be cancelled, and we can’t do anything about it. I guess it just sucks. I know he feels bad too. I know he didn’t want the accident to happen. I know he want his foot to heal now so we can go on with our plans. I don’t want to say I am irritated because I don’t want to sound like a brat. Of course I understand the situation. But I guess nobody can blame me. It’s too hard to adjust when you’ve expected a lot and you knew things would be great…

But that’s life…. Always full of surprises. Satisfying and dissatisfying.