I’ve been thinking during my commute this morning to the office, I can never live a, for the lack of better term, luxurious life. Not because I cannot, like I don’t have the means. Hey, I work as a corporate slave right? LOL! The thing is, after I give into my whims, which I only did, major one, this year, I get a lot of guilty feelings.
It probably has something to do with being the eldest in the family. Do you think so? I probably got used to thinking about the might-be future expenses. That’s so me! And you know, sometimes, that value causes me heartaches! I most of the time, if not always, think A LOT before spending money, small amount or not. This is because I cannot say when we’ll need extra so that all of us can go to school and back home. Yep, that’s the life I lived.
After buying the his and hers watch for our anniversary, we had a couple of expenditures that we cannot disregard as they involve ULY, our car. Last night, I learned there is another upcoming expenditure. I know we don’t always give in to our whims, specially me. I’ve always thought I’m spending wisely. But why do I feel guilty after?