This week is the start of all the new things that are about to happen. He’s now connected with another company. A company that is different with mine. So?
It means a lot to me. Weekend for the two of us was not a very nice weekend. I was starting to feel sick and he was starting to recover from his bad colds last friday. Because of this, we were not able to see each other. It felt bad. I really wanted to see him and be with him.. coz I know when I get to the office last Monday, I wont be seeing him around anymore. No more 1 hour break with each other.
I missed him so much. I know he felt bad when I told him I got an urgent meeting.. But deep inside me, I really wanted to see him. I left my work for him. And no regrets at all. He was so gorgeous when I saw him. A totaly new look. 🙂
Now, it’s been a day or two. I haven’t seen him. I missed him. I miss all the things when he used to be here. I know right now he’s so busy adjusting with the new workplace he got. And I should be adjusting with that too. I know I am. I’ll get by. This is a phrase I’ve learned how to deal with.
Schedules will be hectic. Will definitely see each other less. Will be tired due to work most of the time. But I know we can go through these. We’ll go through these together. I’ll always stand by your side. Always remember that.
Separated by Usher
Oh no, no, no, no
If love was a bird
Then we wouldn’t have wings
If love was a sky
We’d be blue
If love was a choirYou and I could never sing
Cause love isn’t for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off,
Separated
If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we’re lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We’re not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn’t for me and you
So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off,
Separated
Girl I know we had some good times
It’s sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can’t deny
I can’t say we didn’t try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it’s best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I’ll walk away so you don’t have to see me cry
It’s killing me so, why don’t you go
So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off,
Separated
who is he?
he is the person who would make me cry when i need it badly
he is the person who would make me laugh even on crying days
he is the person who would give me surprises
even if i tend to spoil them
and he’ll make sure that i wont be able to spoil any of his surprises
he is the person who would give me massage even if he needs one too
he is the person who would cook for me even if i should be the one cooking
he is the person who would sing me a lullaby till i close my eyes to sleep
he is the person who would fix my blanket if i forget about it even if he’s tired
he is the person who would tell to my face im wrong
he is the person who would not be afraid of telling me my own flaws
with all honesty even if it means hurting me
he is the person who would make me feel okay with a simple hug
no comforting words needed
he is the person i would feel free to cry my heart out
till tears wont come out of my eyes anymore
he is the person who would be willing to go shop till you drop with me
he is the person who would eat street foods with me
he is the person who would be willing to go out with my friends and family
even without me
he is the person who would discover me as i discover myself
he is the person who would love playing basketball with me
and go jogging in the morning
he is the person who would make me walk in the rain with him
he is the person who would be able to talk to me about anything
even politics
he would be the person who will give me blue roses
even if it’s costly and hard to find with or without ocassions
he is the person who’ll know i love him even if i dont say it to his face
he is the person who would be ok with us just sitting down
before the sunset or during the night star gazing
he is the person who would understand that im having moodswings
without having to ask
he is the person who would understand that im such a weird person
that i dont want us to be talking to each other everyday
neither seeing each other everyday
in short, he is the person who will make me fall in love of him
each and everyday of my life.