Today is my sister’s birthday. But no, im not writing this post for her.
It’s only past 3pm here and Mon and I have argued more than 3 times already. Yesterday, just before we end our day, we had an argument. Now, it seems like we’re having one again!
I just don’t get it why he is easily irritated. I have these little things (non-sense stuffs to him) that makes him so irritated. If I try to clarify something, he becomes irritated at it. It seems to him that I don’t understand what he was saying (at least that is how it occurs to me). But in reality, it wasn’t really clear and I have to clear it up.
This wasn’t really the first time that he has become irritable but this is the first time that we clashed for more than three times in a day. I am thinking if I am becoming too childish or to shallow or he’s just ill-tempered today. He has not become like this before and because of this, I am having a hard time identifying what is wrong.
I don’t plan to count how many times we argued already. Love does not keep a record when it was wronged. I don’t plan to be irritated at him either.
At some point, maybe it was also my fault. Maybe, i was just becoming too childish and spoiled. Maybe, I was the reason why he has become ill-tempered lately.
lately
i’ve been less productive lately, specifically since last week, after trying to finish my hot fix backlog. i was able to finish more than half of it but i still have a backlog until now. and guess what, it’s growing again…
i feel so tired.. i feel like my body’s too exhausted already for work..
this is what i’ve been realizing lately. after working at an early age (i was a working student, sort of) it appears to me that my body is already begging for more rest. i must admit i was kinda abusive with my body. i don’t get enough sleep anymore. how could i? i work in a place that is too far from my home. (okei, let’s not dig in too much on this topic. i know this is pretty arguable.) my work, most of the time demands extra hours aside from the normal eight hours. at times, i choose to attend extra co-curricular activities which serve as my recreation. so i always end up going home late. if ever that i get home early, i always find a reason to stay awake till late nights…
see, maybe it’s really time for me to get some good rest. probably a nice but not expensive 1 week vacation… maybe it’s already time for me to spend more time with my bed than with my pc and my cube. maybe, after having good time away from work, i’ll be back to my old self at work. the one who’s always energy high when it comes to work. maybe…
love struck
anyways, going back to the song, when i heard it, i said it’s such a nice song.. and guess what, it was him whom im thinking of… it was my bebe who’s on mind while listening to the song… and now, im in a bliss after stumbling to a copy of this song in my hard disk! so love struck to the point that i felt like slow dancing to it… im sooooo into this song…
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