sa totoo lang, until this moment na malapit na akong umuwi, umaasa pa rin ako na sasabihin mo sa’kin, “be san tayo meet?” pero i guess i need to give up now. there’s no surprise today ija…. he’s not joking you. he’s telling the truth that he won’t be able to make it and you have to accept it…. so pls, do so….
there’s always next time… kaya lang this time will never be the same next time and i gotta deal with it…. kaya ko ito… kaya ko ito… promise…
i’ll be fine…. di ito dapat sumabay sa mga stress ko sa office. if he’s not there then he is not there. actually, iniisip ko na lang rin, this is actually nice in some way. kasi he’s not spoiling me. he reminds me that there would really be times that in times of important family gatherings, he will not be there. and i gotta accept it….
kaya ko ito… back to work na….