I whined to my friend just now. I said I want to work again, but home-based. The thing is, I think I have become lazy and scared at the same time. I am lazy to look for work and I am scared to apply for work. I do not know what I can do anymore (aside from blogging and mothering). I do not know what is the latest in the field that I want to pursue. Yet I am so lazy to read and arm myself with knowledge. Yes, there is no one else to blame but me. I miss being techie and all. I miss discovering things.
Blogging will make me earn but out of the five domains that I have, only this site is always updated.
I am lazy and I think I should be spanked.