I whined to my friend just now. I said I want to work again, but home-based. The thing is, I think I have become lazy and scared at the same time. I am lazy to look for work and I am scared to apply for work. I do not know what I can do anymore (aside from blogging and mothering). I do not know what is the latest in the field that I want to pursue. Yet I am so lazy to read and arm myself with knowledge. Yes, there is no one else to blame but me. I miss being techie and all. I miss discovering things.
Blogging will make me earn but out of the five domains that I have, only this site is always updated.
I am lazy and I think I should be spanked.
Don’t beat yourself up too much. I sometimes feel the same way. I think it’s normal.
I think I have been lazy myself. That is, in updating my own blogs. I could write fast, actually. If I apply them to my blogs I may be the blogger with the most updated blogs but I don’t just find the urge to do it. I know it will pass and will find myself updating again. I guess I’m prioritizing those who needed my ghost writing first since I needed the pay too.
laziness is the engine of progress, it is at the request of laziness I came to your blog, and 5 domains it is not so much, I have a few hundred, and I still have time)